2005-01-18 [*~Sora~*]: Did you know that Rachel is one, and she bit me and Akira, and we're all friends, I don't know you, I'm afraid of strangers, I'm only a year old as a vampire, and i'm spoiled rotten, and i'm really happy sometimes, and sometimes i'm a brat, and and, why am I talking to you? I don't even know you! *shuts up*

2005-01-18 [Axe of Light]: lol, *bows* I won't say my real name, but everyone here calls me Tank

2005-01-18 [*~Sora~*]: *curtsies, almost mocking him, she rarely curtsies and she makes you wonder if she will always be a brat towards you when she's alone*

2005-01-18 [Axe of Light]: oh, and the picture in my house really is me

2005-01-18 [*~Sora~*]: *even though she knows you're bigger than her she doesn't stop being a brat*

2005-01-18 [Axe of Light]: lol

2005-01-18 [*~Sora~*]: don't laugh at me! Do you think it's funny to see a little girl standing up to you or something?

2005-01-18 [Axe of Light]: no, I am just laughing at the puny attempt of being a brat

2005-01-18 [*~Sora~*]: *stomps on his toes, pulls his hair, then kicks him where it hurts and stomps off*...braty enough yet?

2005-01-18 [Axe of Light]: hmmm, other than I have on armor and I have really short hair, yes

2005-01-18 [*~Sora~*]: ...I can still pull it believe me...*glares at him*

2005-01-18 [Acidic Khemica]: Kira:*picks up sora and holds her*um sorry about that tank

2005-01-18 [Axe of Light]: *streaches* so......

2005-01-18 [*~Sora~*]: eeep! *wiggles around not knowing who picked her up* eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep!

2005-01-18 [Axe of Light]: no problem

2005-01-18 [Acidic Khemica]: Kira:shhh! sora it's me!*looks at tank*heh she can be loud alot

2005-01-18 [Axe of Light]: I noticed

2005-01-18 [Acidic Khemica]: Kira:*laughs*

2005-01-18 [*~Sora~*]: hmmm? *looks at Kira and her face goes into an expression that seems to say "oppsies, it was all his fault!" *

2005-01-18 [Acidic Khemica]: Kira:*laughs and tickles sora*silly girl ^_^

2005-01-18 [Axe of Light]: *spins sword and sheaths it again* nah

2005-01-18 [Acidic Khemica]: Kira:*looks at Tank*nice sword ^_^

2005-01-18 [*~Sora~*]: *looks at the sword and goes quite, staring at it* o.0

2005-01-18 [Axe of Light]: greatswords are my specialty

2005-01-18 [Acidic Khemica]: Kira:oh i use chains*shrugs and they apear around her wrists*occasionally i use elbow blades

2005-01-18 [Axe of Light]: cool, speed weapons

2005-01-18 [Acidic Khemica]: Kira:yup

2005-01-18 [*~Sora~*]: Sora wants a sword, but she's not allowed to have one! *crosses arms and pouts*...Oh! but I do have this! *wiggles away from Kira and leaves, coming back with her bow and arrow*...but I'm still trying to learn. *looks at Kira* hey, did I tell you that I tried shuting my eyes and just shooting to get used to it and I actually hit the target! I wasn't even aiming and my mom flipped out! ^^ It was funny you should have been there!

2005-01-18 [Axe of Light]: lol

2005-01-18 [Acidic Khemica]: Kira:that would have been great!!!

2005-01-18 [Acidic Khemica]: Kira:i like weapons with a clean cut*takes out her elbow blades and runs it across the palm of her hand and it cuts as soon as the blade touches her skin it bleeds for a while then heals*

2005-01-18 [*~Sora~*]: *forced herself to look away when she saw the blood*

2005-01-18 [Acidic Khemica]: Kira:*looks at sora*dont worry i know your pain sora

2005-01-18 [*~Sora~*]: *had forgotten about not feeding until she saw the blood and now she realized she was hungry, but all she did was bury her face in a pillow and curl up into a ball*

2005-01-18 [Acidic Khemica]: Kira:*picks sora up she bites her own wrist and offers it to sora*please i know what it is like going without feeding in a longtime......rachel taught me that....

2005-01-18 [*~Sora~*]: *closes her eyes telling herself it's a dream and she needs to wake up*

2005-01-18 [Acidic Khemica]: Kira:*hugs sora in her arms*it's okay

2005-01-18 [*~Sora~*]: *leans up against her trying to calm herself remebering what Rei said "Sora you have to stay calm, when you get to scared or confused it only makes you get more sick" she calms down a lot just being with Kira*

2005-01-18 [Acidic Khemica]: Kira:*hugs her and holds her*it will be okay

2005-01-18 [*~Sora~*]: *opens her eyes knowing it will be okay since her friends don't lie to her and they've all said it, it's the first time she was ever able to say back*...I know...

2005-01-18 [Acidic Khemica]: Kira:thats good*remembers what rachel said to her"you will find you like being strong over weak so feed"it ran through her mind for a few moments*

2005-01-18 [*~Sora~*]: *she starts to remember Rachel slitting her neck, Rini, Rei, everyone trying to get her to feed....and now Kira...*....Is anyone going to stop doing this if I don't feed?

2005-01-18 [Acidic Khemica]: Kira:more than likely not.......im not going to force you i think yuo should choose if you want to but people might like it if you fed once in a while*shrugs*i only feed every week once a week

2005-01-18 [*~Sora~*]: ...but I don't want to hurt people just so I can feed...

2005-01-18 [Acidic Khemica]: Kira:i dont want to either thats why rachel feeds aki which feeds me.......rachel will make you she took hold of my mind once it was hard to resist........

2005-01-18 [*~Sora~*]: ...oh...that must be what she does to me because one second I don't want to and the next i'm doing it, then once I tried to stop and...oh it was just freaky....*realizes that Kira's not doing anything like that to her*...and once she said she would tie me down and force blood into me until I was filled up!

2005-01-18 [Acidic Khemica]: Kira:*laughs*she did that to me she mentaly tied me and made it so i couldnt talk or move then made me drink it hurt......

2005-01-18 [*~Sora~*]: ...*her body is filled with fear*...eep!

2005-01-18 [Acidic Khemica]: Kira:she only does it cause she cares about us

2005-01-18 [*~Sora~*]: ...she ties us down...because she cares? -_- oh how lovely!....I'm afraid to know what my life will be like when I move in with the chans in Japan! They're going to kill me....by loving me....wow....

2005-01-18 [Acidic Khemica]: Kira:no she forces us to feed.......

2005-01-18 [*~Sora~*]: *looks down at Kira's wrist for a second and sighs*...the only reason I don't feed is because I hate hunting, at first it was fun, but when I realized that I used to be human and that the people I feed off of where people I used to see everyday, it felt wrong and I stopped...

2005-01-18 [Acidic Khemica]: Kira:we have all done that before....

2005-01-18 [*~Sora~*]: well, why do we have to hurt people?

2005-01-18 [Acidic Khemica]: Kira:i dont know........

2005-01-18 [*~Sora~*]: ...*lays her head back on you and just looks at your wrist*

2005-01-18 [Acidic Khemica]: Kira:you dont have to sora...i wont make you

2005-01-18 [*~Sora~*]: ...should I do it though?

2005-01-18 [Acidic Khemica]: Kira:only if you want

2005-01-18 [*~Sora~*]: ...okay...*feels as if she was making the agreement with Rachel to become a vampire*

2005-01-18 [Acidic Khemica]: Kira:*sighs and loosk at the moon*did you have a choice?

2005-01-18 [*~Sora~*]: *looks at her* yeah...I made a lot of agreements like that....too many too fast first I whised to know what it was like because to me it seemed like a fairytale life, then I attacked Rini one night and Rei bit me, so that's when I meant Rachel and I agreed to let her make me a vampire....and from there everything's just been happening so fast, and now I know it's not a fairy tale really, it can be a total nightmare and if I was made a human again, I would be fine, I mean I wouldn't be sick anymore and I could live a normal life again

2005-01-18 [Acidic Khemica]: Kira:i didnt it was a life or death situation i was drained by another vampire and rachel wouldnt turn me unless i said yes and i did cause i didnt want to leave everyone and i look out for some people like you *smiles*and others.....i couldnt leave them

2005-01-18 [*~Sora~*]: ...That's weird...that must be hard....that's the thing about my friends, they all are so brave and they've come a long way in their lives. Then when they found me, sick already and about to die, not one of them would give up and let me die, but if I don't feed, they will turn me human again and I won't remember them, I just can't do that...

2005-01-19 [Acidic Khemica]: Kira:oh.....

2005-01-19 [*~Sora~*]: *sighs and looks down to see if her wrist was still bleeding*

2005-01-19 [Acidic Khemica]: Kira:yup it still bleeds

2005-01-19 [*~Sora~*]: *reaches out and gently touches it, doesn't it hurt Kira....how can you stand that...

2005-01-19 [Acidic Khemica]: Kira:*shakes head*nope it doesnt hurt

2005-01-19 [*~Sora~*]: ...*looks at her and realizes she wanted to help*....Kira would you change me into a human if I was dying and that was the only thing that would save me?

2005-01-19 [Acidic Khemica]: Kira:*nods*

2005-01-19 [*~Sora~*]: what if I was screaming and pleading not to be turned back? would you still do it?

2005-01-19 [Acidic Khemica]: Kira:i dont know........i would want you to live but i wouldnt want you to be turned against your will

2005-01-19 [*~Sora~*]: *smiles and hugs her* okay you pass, I really really trust you now, I don't fully trust a lot of people either. *looks at her*...okay fine, i'll feed....

2005-01-19 [Acidic Khemica]: Kira:*hugs her*that was a test?

2005-01-19 [*~Sora~*]: ...kind of, yeah...Rachel and Rei said they would both have done it, even it I didn't want it and Rei said she would try to get me back afterwards and redo the whole thing if I wanted after she explained...and just in case someone comes to change me back, we hid a load of hints for me that will lead me back to everyone. I trust you now though, you passed.

2005-01-19 [Acidic Khemica]: Kira:oh wow.......*smiles*

2005-01-19 [*~Sora~*]: *laughs a little feeling safe with her*

2005-01-19 [Acidic Khemica]: Kira:*smiles and laughs alittle trying to make her feel safe*

2005-01-19 [*~Sora~*]: *feels very relaxed and calm and then she lays her head on you and whispers* it's been so long since I've feed without Rachel practically putting me in a trance...

2005-01-19 [Acidic Khemica]: Kira:*smiles*i dont force people.....

2005-01-19 [*~Sora~*]: okay...*she's actually ready to feed*

2005-01-19 [Acidic Khemica]: Kira:*hands sora her wrist*i wont make you

2005-01-19 [*~Sora~*]: *closes her eyes and starts to feed from her, she tastes the blood and keeps feeding*

2005-01-19 [Acidic Khemica]: Kira:*was suprised sora was feeding she didnt feel the pain*

2005-01-19 [*~Sora~*]: *was secretly holding back a bit not biting down*

2005-01-19 [Acidic Khemica]: Kira:youdont have to hold back i cant feel it that is how i am

2005-01-19 [*~Sora~*]: *closes her eyes and then bites down and really feeds* (oh yeah...sometimes I don't know when to stop so....yeah)

2005-01-19 [Acidic Khemica]: Kira:*feels her bite down but she acts as if it never happened*

2005-01-19 [*~Sora~*]: *continues to feed*

2005-01-19 [Acidic Khemica]: Kira:*looks at sora and was happy she fed*

2005-01-19 [*~Sora~*]: *finishes and stops herself*

2005-01-19 [Acidic Khemica]: Kira:*heals her wrist*better?

2005-01-19 [*~Sora~*]: *nods* yeah...

2005-01-19 [Acidic Khemica]: Kira:*smiles*see it wasnt so bad......

2005-01-19 [*~Sora~*]: (( okay allow me to clue you in on my day! I fell on the wet floor and hit my head and when I woke up or whatever Rei, Rini, and Oni were all holding me making sure I was okay....it was strange I really did fall that hard I don't even remember, but it's all I heard about all day and now my whole back and both arms are bruised all over, but i'm fine otherwise....)) *lays her head on you again*...it's not that bad when I know it's okay....

2005-01-19 [Acidic Khemica]: ((*laughs*my whole day was fire alarms going off and then my compas cut my hand alittle*shrugs*))Kira:*holds sora*

2005-01-19 [*~Sora~*]: ((wow busy days...)) *feels peaceful with Kira*

2005-01-19 [Acidic Khemica]: Kira:*leans her head against a tree and holds sora almost falling asleep hearing her heatbeat*

2005-01-19 [*~Sora~*]: *shuts her eyes feeling sleepy after feeding like she always does*

2005-01-19 [Acidic Khemica]: Kira:*she stayed awake to make sure nothing attacked them*

2005-01-19 [*~Sora~*]: *starts to fall asleep and her whole body starts to calm down*

2005-01-19 [Acidic Khemica]: Kira:*pets sora's hair*

2005-01-19 [*~Sora~*]: *drifts off to sleep*

2005-01-19 [Acidic Khemica]: Kira:*looks around for a while*

2005-01-19 [Axe of Light]: howdy

2005-01-19 [*~Sora~*]: *moves slightly in her sleep*

2005-01-19 [Acidic Khemica]: Kira:*looks at tank*hey tank^_^ *smiles and speaks softly*

2005-01-19 [Axe of Light]: how are ya'll????

2005-01-19 [*~Sora~*]: *opens her eyes, but stays still*

2005-01-19 [Acidic Khemica]: Kira:im good you?

2005-01-19 [Axe of Light]: home from hell, I mean school

2005-01-19 [*~Sora~*]: *looks over to Tank and then up at Kira again*

2005-01-19 [Acidic Khemica]: Kira:yea been there done that*smiles down at sora*

2005-01-19 [Axe of Light]: I'm suprised I'm still not covered with fiberglass dust

2005-01-19 [*~Sora~*]: *cuddles up to Kira again closing her eyes*

2005-01-19 [Acidic Khemica]: Kira*shrugs and holds sora*it happens

2005-01-19 [Axe of Light]: I work on cars in my last period class

2005-01-19 [*~Sora~*]: *starts to go back to sleep*

2005-01-19 [Acidic Khemica]: Kira:interesting*pets sora's hair*

2005-01-19 [Axe of Light]: lol

2005-01-19 [Acidic Khemica]: Kira:i havent had that class i have keyboarding -.-

2005-01-19 [*~Sora~*]: *is sleeping again*

2005-01-19 [Acidic Khemica]: Kira:someoen fell asleep again*smiles down at sora and pets her hair*

2005-01-19 [Axe of Light]: someone is really tired

2005-01-19 [Acidic Khemica]: Kira:*raises hand*me *laughs*

2005-01-19 [*~Sora~*]: *dreams*

2005-01-19 [Axe of Light]: lol

2005-01-19 [Acidic Khemica]: Kira:*watches sora*

2005-01-21 [eyes of frost]: -yawns- ack Im tired...

2005-01-21 [Axe of Light]: and I have a truck.......XP

2005-01-21 [eyes of frost]: -finds a nice little cubby pulling sora with her and goes to sleep-

2005-01-21 [Acidic Khemica]: Kira:*looks at rachel and sora she smiles then jumps into a tree and looks at the moon*

2005-01-21 [*~Sora~*]: *wakes up and sees Rachel, Kira and Tank and cuddles with Rachel going back to sleep*

2005-01-21 [Acidic Khemica]: Kira:*looks at the moon and humms a song while holding Kai*

2005-01-21 [Axe of Light]: howdy ya'll

2005-01-21 [Acidic Khemica]: Kira:*looks at tank*hey ^_^

2005-01-21 [Axe of Light]: how are ya???

2005-01-21 [Acidic Khemica]: Kira:im good

2005-01-21 [Axe of Light]: I am rollin my new truck ^_^

2005-01-21 [Acidic Khemica]: Kira:awsome

2005-01-21 [Axe of Light]: yep, 96 chevy S-10

2005-01-21 [Acidic Khemica]: Kira:awsome

2005-01-21 [Axe of Light]: I love it

2005-01-21 [Acidic Khemica]: Kira:yuppy

2005-01-21 [Axe of Light]: lol

2005-01-21 [Acidic Khemica]: Kira:puppy

2005-01-22 [*~Sora~*]: *wakes up with a look on her face*....oh no.......*whines*

2005-01-22 [Acidic Khemica]: Kira:*looks at sora*

2005-01-22 [Axe of Light]: what????

2005-01-22 [*~Sora~*]: ...I just agreed to Rei's offer! *keeps whining*

2005-01-22 [Axe of Light]: ???????

2005-01-22 [Acidic Khemica]: Kira:offer?

2005-01-22 [Axe of Light]: *confused*

2005-01-22 [*~Sora~*]: To take care of me, i'm still sick, she hasn't yet because she wasn't going to force me but then I said I had to because I wanted to stay with everyone and now she's going to! eeeeeeeeep! *hides behind the still asleep Rachel*

2005-01-22 [Acidic Khemica]: Kira:oh then there isnt anything to worry about

2005-01-22 [Axe of Light]: still confused but ok

2005-01-22 [*~Sora~*]: oh yeah there is!....I ummm, ummmmm........She doesn't know, but I......

2005-01-22 [Acidic Khemica]: Kira:.................

2005-01-22 [*~Sora~*]: .....Sora isn't good at learning her lessons.....*shows you her wrist and covers it back up quickly not looking at it or anyone and instead looks at the ground*

2005-01-22 [Acidic Khemica]: Kira:*sighs*

2005-01-22 [*~Sora~*]: *looks at her*....Rei's going to know that it's become a bad habit she's going to be taking care of me a lot now and she's going to know...

2005-01-22 [Acidic Khemica]: Kira:*sighs*thats why i stopped

2005-01-22 [*~Sora~*]: ...great...*lets herself fall backwards*....how lovely, she's going to be so mad...

2005-01-22 [Acidic Khemica]: Kira:*looks at sora*life isnt nice

2005-01-22 [*~Sora~*]: ...no kidding...

2005-01-22 [Acidic Khemica]: Kira:*laughs*

2005-01-22 [*~Sora~*]: *sighs and wacks head* i'm a baka....

2005-01-22 [Acidic Khemica]: Kira:-.-

2005-01-22 [*~Sora~*]: baka baka baka baka

2005-01-22 [*~Sora~*]: baka baka baka baka

2005-01-22 [Acidic Khemica]: -.-

2005-01-22 [*~Sora~*]: ...what?

2005-01-22 [Acidic Khemica]: nothing

2005-01-23 [*~Sora~*]: -.-........

2005-01-27 [eyes of frost]: -sighs looking at sora- dont you ever learn....? -disappears from sight and thought...gone completely for the time being-

2005-01-29 [*~Sora~*]: oh no.....peoples are mad!....wait that was a while ago.....my wrist is fine now except I have a scar there...for the rest of my life.....*sighs*

2005-01-29 [Acidic Khemica]: *looks at her*.........

2005-01-29 [*~Sora~*]: I think i've learned that lesson.....

2005-01-29 [Acidic Khemica]: maybe

2005-01-29 [*~Sora~*]: *smiles* I've been eatting too....

2005-01-29 [Acidic Khemica]: i havent

2005-01-29 [*~Sora~*]: ...what?....

2005-01-29 [Acidic Khemica]: i dont eat i cant or i get sick

2005-01-29 [*~Sora~*]: oh my...you too? Oni has that problem right now too....great...why does everyone always have to be hurt or sick....and Rei STILL insists on helping ME!

2005-01-29 [Acidic Khemica]: dont know

2005-01-29 [*~Sora~*]: Akira....where's Kai?

2005-01-29 [Acidic Khemica]: *smiles then looks over her shoulder and kai came running*she is 10 years old now....i am expecting a son soon.....

2005-01-29 [*~Sora~*]: O.O wait a sec! How in the world did she do that! Now she's older than me!

2005-01-29 [Acidic Khemica]: the breed we are we age faster but dont get any older than 20 years old......

2005-01-29 [*~Sora~*]: hey now! *looks at Kai* that's an unfair advantage!

2005-01-29 [Acidic Khemica]: *smiles and laughs*

2005-01-29 [*~Sora~*]: it is! I have to wait two more years before my mother will teach me anything! ><

2005-01-29 [Acidic Khemica]: Kai:*runs up to sora and smiles*hey sora!

2005-01-29 [*~Sora~*]: *hugs her* it's so weird the last time I saw you I was holding you! You're so big now!

2005-01-29 [Acidic Khemica]: Kai:*smiles*yup.....*looks around*

2005-01-29 [*~Sora~*]: *smiles at her and looks back at Akira* wow....in just five months Oni will have her baby.....and i'll really be a big sister...

2005-01-29 [Acidic Khemica]: *smiles*yup

2005-01-29 [*~Sora~*]: ....

2005-01-29 [Acidic Khemica]: *looks around*  Kai:*looks at the sky and Amethyst flies above her*